Don't You Know?

I'm not- I'm not who you think you know.

I am [layered].

I am the depth of the ocean and the chasm of the sky.

I am not [beautiful].

I am not. I am not beautiful.

I am not strong. I am not [inspiring].

I am chaos. I am dying.

Every breath I take brings me closer to death;

yet simultaneously keeps me alive.

I am a contradiction, a paradox.

I am laughing through the tears.

I am smiling through the pain.

Oh well, it's just another day.

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